We'll see...
Thanks too Chris & Cody for being excellent sounding boards, and the various topics of research at which they helped me endeavor


ConfusionWalking on quivering knees through the darkened night. Heart pounding, mind racing, when confusion takes hold. Life vanishing, sins from the pass returning, hope fading. Drowning in despair, wading through the vile streets. Surrounded by countless people yet, still utterly alone. Vision blurred, hearing feigned, palms perspiring. Rounding the corner, balancing on the curb, waiting. Voices, noises, screams, a crash, a streak of light. Blackness, numbness, no sound, no senses, death.Confusion
Fogy eyes absurd beeping, white lights, ringing. Suddenly waking eyes opening, seeing no one. &n


Rainy dayEyes closed drink in hand listening to the rain. Looking forward while forgetting the past. Thanking god for the rain. Cursing god for emotions. Living in the moment needing no more. Hearing the patter of rain on the ground. Not denying emotions for the moment. Savoring the earthy feeling. Wandering if death will be this good.Rainy day
Eyes open placed upon the clouds. Head back against the wall. Wishing every day could be like this.


The one that got awayEyes closed listening to you breath. Knowing that your going to end it when you wake. So I pray that you slumber just a minute more. Because your my addiction. No drug more potent. You keep my head in the clouds. Life always high. I couldn't bare to be without you my fix. And yet still you wake. Never again with you. I now you didn't want it. But, they did. Your mom damned us to hell. Your dad was a drunkard. So no longer can I hold you after daddy's rage. Or hug you after mother dearests scolding. So this is good bye...to you. Not my first nThe one that got away
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Shibby!
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"Those who dream by night in the dusty recesses of their minds wake in the day to find that it was vanity: but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they may act their dreams with open eyes, to make it possible." - T. E. Lawrence
Enjoy Your Stay
~*~Illusion~*~
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I Gave You My Purity
My Purity You Stole
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